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Two Possible Poem Epigraphs.

Oct 29 2004 Published by Benito Vergara under puwetry

From E.E. Evans-Pritchard’s Witchcraft, Oracles and Magic among the Azande (1937):

Thus when six or seven of the sons of Prince Rikita were entrapped in a ring of fire and burnt to death when hunting cane-rats their death was undoubtedly due to witchcraft.

And from Ron Silliman:

“Turk Street News” was the name [of] a porn theater where I once watched Kathy Acker on the big screen having sex with several men, one of whom was flogging her with a head of iceberg lettuce.

Speaking of poetry, we “blew” most of my Thursday class spending almost an hour discussing just two of Eileen Tabios‘s poems “After 2 A.M” and “The Wire Sculpture” — and identity and colonialism and resonance (not meaning) and what made poems “difficult.” (Eileen: “difficult” in quotation marks, mind you — please don’t hurt me! At least… don’t flog me with iceberg lettuce.)

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Your New Favorite Song.

Oct 28 2004 Published by Benito Vergara under music

I used to be only a casual listener of Gillian Welch, but the last two years or so have slowly turned me into a big fan. (Seeing her in concert a few weeks ago cemented it.) I bought her very good first album, Revival, when it came out after hearing “Paper Wings” on some free compilation CD that came with a magazine. 1998′s Hell among the Yearlings was merely okay, but it took the brilliant Time (The Revelator) — including the mesmerizing, hope-it-never-ends “I Dream A Highway” — to get me back on track. (Her appearances on the O Brother, Where Art Thou? soundtrack also helped, since it was played practically nonstop back at the house for a long time.)

This particular track is sourced from a 2004 London concert whose bootleg torrent is here (sorry, you may need to log in to see the setlist). I’ve taken the liberty of converting this one track into a lossy mp3; if you want the whole thing, complete with Dylan / Parsons / The Band covers, and a few tracks with Old Crow Medicine Show, you should probably download the torrent yourself.

Other than her own stuff (the guitar/banjo duets with David Rawlings alone are well worth the download), the jewel here is a gorgeous and utterly heartbreaking cover of Radiohead’s “Black Star,” which I’ve been playing over and over the last two days. (There’s a lovely version on Christopher O’Riley’s True Love Waits as well, but not like this.) It’s something of a nod, you cynics might think, to the indie kids in the audience, but I think Welch has always been beloved by the black-rimmed glasses crowd anyhow. I hope a studio version appears soon.

In any case, she owns this song now.

And because Thom Yorke’s lyrics are brilliant as well, here they are:

I get home from work and you’re still standing in your dressing gown
Well what am I to do?
I know all the things around your head and what they do to you
What are we coming to?
What are we gonna do?

Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite that beams me home

The troubled words of a troubled mind I try to understand what is eating you
I try to stay awake but it’s 58 hours since I last slept with you
What are we coming to?
I just don’t know anymore

Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite that beams me home

I get on the train and I just stand about now that I don’t think of you
I keep falling over I keep passing out when I see a face like you
What am I coming to?
I’m gonna melt down

Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite that beams me home

Hear it (9.2 mb).

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Peñaranda / Reyes Reading, 11/4.

Oct 27 2004 Published by Benito Vergara under puwetry

A Reading by
Oscar Peñaranda
and
Barbara Jane Reyes

Thursday, November 4, 2004, at 4:00 pm
Richard Oakes Multicultural Center
Cesar Chavez Student Center, San Francisco State University

Oscar Peñaranda was born in the seacoast town of Barugo on the island of Leyte, Philippines. He earned his B.A. (in Literature) and M.A. (Creative Writing) at San Francisco State University where he became part of the struggle to establish Ethnic Studies in the schools. He taught at SF State for 12 years, Everett Middle School for 10 years, and is currently teaching at James Logan High School in Union City. He is the author of a collection of poetry, Full Deck (Jokers Playing), and a collection of short stories, Seasons by the Bay.

Barbara Jane Reyes was born in Manila and raised in the SF Bay Area. She received her undergraduate education at UC Berkeley, and is currently a MFA candidate at SF State University. She is the author of Gravities of Center, and currently at work on her second book (a book-length poem) entitled Poeta en San Francisco.

This event, co-sponsored by the Department of Asian American Studies and the Richard Oakes Multicultural Center, is free and open to the public.

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Random Notes on The Debut.

Oct 25 2004 Published by Benito Vergara under Pinoy,sine

When I asked my Filipino lit students* how many people had seen Gene Cajayon’s The Debut, I was surprised to see that almost everyone, except the third of the class that was non-Filipino, raised their hands. The Debut was a genuine Filipino American phenomenon: an enthusiastic grassroots campaign, entire families and classrooms lining up in front of the theaters, in support of a truly well-made film. (I bet that some of you can read between the lines and pounce on “well-made” as if I were writing a lukewarm letter of recommendation.)

And because of this campaign alone — the film’s official website spends a good deal of emphasis on how the film was made and marketed — the sometimes clunky dialogue could be forgiven (I was probably the loudest groaner during the boy-meets-girl scenes), and Dante Basco, who is otherwise an appealing actor, isn’t given terribly complex material.** “Charm” isn’t necessarily the kind of word filmmakers like to hear, but The Debut at least has a lot of that, and I mean that in a sincerely complimentary way.

The Debut works somewhat schematically, but it still works. The main character, Ben, moves almost like the Campbellian hero of myth through clearly demarcated domains: from “American” to “Filipino” to “Filipino American” and back and forth. The soundtrack, while performed by all Filipino American musicians, marks each passage nicely, if telegraphically: folk music here, hiphop there, guitar-driven rock for Ben’s passages into whiteness. (There’s a nice scene when Ben is listening to some Slipknotty-stuff on his headphones, working in his room, when his dad bursts in to confront him — and the door opens, letting the banduria music from the outside fill the room as well.)

The writer drops the ball, unfortunately, in terms of character development. (The obligatory testosterone scene does have to do with balls — a basketball, in this case — and guys all dressed in wifebeaters.) This is something of a letdown, since the film makes a point of dropping crucial hints here and there about him wearing clothespins on his nose and so on. His “search for identity” turns out to be disappointingly trite, and in the end assumes the same tired trajectory as, say, Jade Snow Wong in Fifth Chinese Daughter. (But in contrast, Jade Snow learns the lesson that white women are infinitely generous and emotionally open; Ben learns that white women vomit on you and call you ”chink.”)

When I asked the students the significance of the title, my student Tahnee wisely replied that it was also Ben’s “debut” as a Filipino American. Or so it would seem: it still isn’t clear that any such realization or resolution takes place, despite the narrative gestures toward this conclusion. (If anything developed at all, it’s the father’s grudging admiration for his son’s art at the end.)

This is one reason why Jessica Hagedorn’s extravagantly messy The Gangster of Love works on an engaging level: it refuses to anchor the heroine’s narrative to anything remotely resembling something paradigmatic. Cajayon deliberately (or, I suspect, carelessly) ends the film in ambiguity, as if he loses his resolve midway to further politicize Ben’s muddle regarding his identity.

In comparison, Hagedorn makes this an intensely personal and therefore random and arbitrary quest for her character Rocky. (The truncated conclusion when she visits her estranged father in the Philippines — which my student Ron characterized as somewhat tacked on — is at first reading a concession to the demands of the “immigrant narrative,” i.e., a return “home,” but it seems to be yet another purposely loose thread in the Original Gangsta’s meandering, another doomed opportunity to connect.)

*My original plan was to show the class Sana Maulit Muli, Olive Lamasan’s at-times hysterical film about Filipinos in the Bay Area that was clearly made for consumption in the Philippines — alas, no subtitled versions in English were available — and my second choice, Rod Pulido’s fascinating if terribly simplistic The Flip Side wasn’t even available commercially.

And in case you’re wondering why an anthropologist is teaching a lit class — well, I’m not sure either.

**Though Eddie Garcia’s walk-on role — and it’s practically only a cameo, since it’s all saved up for the big blow-up at the end — deserves applause; Garcia has the best voice in the business, and he can dish out contempt (or lasciviousness) so effortlessly even the audience would wither in their seats.

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The Weekend.

Oct 24 2004 Published by Benito Vergara under Uncategorized

I was in a coffee shop (drinking a pint of Widmer Hefeweizen, of course) Saturday afternoon when No Doubt’s cover of Talk Talk’s “It’s My Life” came on — a cover that I actually rather like. (I told Karen this once and her response was “Oh my God,” in the same tones as if she had discovered that I was a Bush supporter or something.) Despite Karen’s run-in with a younger Gwen Stefani — too bad it doesn’t end with Gwen eating dust bunnies, but it’s a great story nonetheless — I’m not taking it back, even if it sounds like heresy: it’s really not so bad. At least think of it this way: I bet Mark Hollis got a nice chunk of royalties for it, and if this enables him to make another Laughing Stock, then so be it.

Saturday at Fringale was Asian-Women-With-Their-White-Boyfriends Night. No wonder it’s so hard to get a date around here.

Then it was off to the Clinic show at Slim’s. I had been warned by someone that they perform in scrubs and masks, but I refused to believe it until I saw it. Great show, but it was mostly indistinguishable post-punk pummeling. (Best part: the opening act Autolux, who sounded like a nice mix of MBV and SY.) Then I ran into my student Irene on the sidewalk: luckily I was still coherent!

(To Barb and Darren: Gatorade and Tums worked like a charm!)

Saw this Friday, in the first floor men’s bathroom of the recently-renamed Ethnic Studies / Psychology building:

Bulosan

(You can’t see it very well in the photo, but someone had scrawled “Who dat?” on top of Carlos Bulosan’s spray-painted head — that makes two things the underpaid custodian will have to paint over.)

I have the urge to caption it “If You Want To Know What We Are, We Are Revolution!” but irony comes so cheap nowadays.

And last of all — always the best part of my weekends:

Izzy blows a raspberry…

Raspberry

…and admires the spittle on the window.

Smile

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